All my life I’ve had this feeling that I wasn’t really here (on earth) in any really solid way. Something just felt – not quite right. One thing that felt not right is I felt I should know something and couldn’t remember what it was. At times I’ve got the feeling that someone was messin’ with me.

Since a picture is easily understandable I looked around and found this image (below). This picture shows “How I Feel”.

One of the circles would be me. I’m not exactly sure what the other circle is – I can’t remember. What I’m conscious of, what I see and feel, is represented in the area where the circle overlap. Actually there is more overlap in this picture than I feel. I don’t think it’s that much. I’ve always felt the part of me that’s here is barely overlapping at all.

That’s as much as I can write about it, factually. It could be that the me circle is traveling around and comes into contact, in this way, with lots of different…what’s the right word – Places? Dimensions, frequencies…?

Let’s say these feelings: I’m not really here, this is like a dream, I’ve lost my cosmic memory, I don’t belong here, I’m lost…are more than just “Not Adjusting”. What if adjusting and fitting in and following along are all a consequence of losing your mind.