I had to take a minute and decide where to post this. If you’ve been reading this blog you know I think the needs of addicts and the needs of non-addicts are identical. One of the experiences I never shared with people in 12 Step groups and the addiction recovery community as a whole was that addicts and alcoholics were different from other people.

The only difference I can come up with is addicts need detox. Non-addicts don’t have to go through withdrawal as a step in the change process. Other than that…? We can talk about that more if you like but right now I have something else on my mind.

Addict, no-addict, normal as the day is long, one thing holds true for all. The desire to know what the hell is going on. Where did we come from and what are we doing here? Does anyone know anybody who doesn’t, or hasn’t wondered about this?

I’ve met people who claimed not to be interested. I asked them why and they said they would find out when they died. I always wondered where they got that information. I realize it’s a fairly common belief. Someone said this same “We’ll know when we die” thing to me a few weeks ago. I told them there was no such thing as death. I haven’t heard back.

Lets see – we might agree on this: Everyone has wondered and some of those that wondered have accepted someone else’s explanation. Is that universally true?

So we’re all in the same boat and the addiction, or not, thing is just another temporary experience. After the detox deal we start looking for something to do….and…we…do something.

Here we go

I got an email the other day from someone suggesting I might want to watch a video they had on You Tube. I thought that was kind of interesting. Wasn’t spam or a mailer program. I guess someone took the time to look at what I have there, maybe they came here and looked around, and thought, “Hey, this is right up Wilson’s interest alley”.

The video was actually a recorded radio show. (no video) The guest speaker was Jay Weidner. He was talking about a people who were around before the Sumerian. He said they had some text from them and was telling the audience about it.

I’ve recently (this decade) become a fan of alternative archeology and I figure that one or more of these ancient writings tell the real story concerning the origin of people on earth.

What I find people doing with this, possibly accurate information, is the same thing people have done with all stories from past peoples – They add some interpretation. There is usually add some thing like, they did this, and they are going to do this, then we will…or a….so we should, and so on.

This is the part where I start to get antsy. I’ve never been okay with any – “This is the way it is, so…do this” – deal. However I got here. However I was created, appeared by cosmic chance or was genetically engineered, that was then. Plus – That was “Them”. Whatever was, was and whatever is, is. Thanks a bunch – I’ll decide what to do now.

The latest group to catch my interest is “The Light Workers”. Not being able to get a decent understanding as to the practice of the light workers I thought I’d look for some type of video. I found a video produced by Jay Weidner (the guy from the talk show).

At least we can get some idea of what a light worker is working for. We’ll see that they must be working towards attaining the ability to – what words – transform the body (DNA)? You can probably tell I don’t have a good grasp of the language here. I’ll refer you to the Video. The video starts out talking about global climate change – just let it play.

The Big Cycle from Doug Wilson on Vimeo.

Big Cycle part 2 from Doug Wilson on Vimeo.

The Big Cycle Part 3 from Doug Wilson on Vimeo.

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